So my super duper scandalous scandal had her big 21st party on Saturday. Guess she had been planning and awaiting for this very day. It's the next step to her life. No more teenager.. but an adult now. Okay so the party has got like 7654321 people.. NO LAH I meant there's really quite a number of people who came.. No choice she's the popular Betty Boob OPPS! Her cake is super cute.. baked by her cousin. And there's this super professional photographer whom we were told is her tutor's friend. LOL. Okay that was super random.. like.. some superstar birthday HEH! :D


While we were waiting for the cake cutting.. Janee the Piggie (who came to the party with me), we went to walk around the condo's premises and started camwhoring at some random place near the pool. We were hilarious I SWEAR. We didn't know why we were so high and random and happy that day LOL. Guess we just had the mood ya?! Camwhoring is always our common hobby. ((:

I'm officially down with flu. But not to scared Im not having any H1N1 lol. This term is super sensitive. HOT topic for the month too. It's been a hectic week for me.. haven't had a proper sleep, maybe that's why I'm down with flu now. ROARS! Anyway the queue at the polyclinic is madness. And once you got the orange sticker, you're officially into the 'FLU' family "YAY"..

All I want is Rest. Peace. Smooth sailing days ahead. I know nothing can be perfect. Nothing can be smooth sailing for anyone anywhere anytime. I feel tired. But I can't scream. I felt low. But I can't cry. Some things are pulling me down.. yet there are other things pushing me on. I just need that bit of.. motivation and courage, the courage to carry on what I laid for myself.. my future.

My friends list are getting longer. Yet I don't feel it at all. Everything's virtual, on facebook and friendster. Somehow most of them aren't real at all. They don't meet. don't contact. don't talk. don't appear. When you speak, they'll only entertain.. which makes you feel more like a fool than a friend. Maybe they're really not worth it. No. Not worth it at all.

It's yet another month to go, before I head back to the grueling life of sailing. It's hard. It's tough. Sorry I have to keep repeating cos trust me it ain't easy at all. What I can do is to try to settle myself for this special month.. do what I can.. learn what I can.. play all I can. That will do ((:

Finally able to meet up with Michelle! Like one zillion years never see her lol. I mean she was busy with her school assignments and projects, and I haven't really got time to like catch up with most of my friends too. So I was like randomly thinking of her.. randomly sms her yesterday.. randomly decided to meet today.. then randomly really met up today lol.

Okay anyway we went over to Chomp Chomp. Cos I think she is really THAT hungry.. going there will be a wise choice cos there is like 7654321 choices for her to choose. Sadly she don't take spicy food thus we didn't order sambal stingray. We both know sambal stingray without sambal is like shit lol. We ate Hokkien Mee.. Fried Carrot Cake.. super large SugarCane and Satay!! We were there waiting longer than eating. The waiting time for all the food is a killer. People who doesn't have patience or is hungry until dying should never ever visit this place :D

Supper makes me high. That's the conclusion. I love food. Not to forget my all time favourite buddies and loves.. especially Syimah who always drive me around hohoho!! I just love her car.. ehh.. no I meant I love her company HEH! :D

Weekends have been hectic. Cos currently all the seniors (I'm one of them) will have to take all the weekend duties cos the juniors are involved in the NDP parade and stuffs wtf. I wanna go shopping also no time. Wanna update blog also difficult cos most of the time I will try to sleep as much as possible at home.

Friday meeting Denise for shopping and dinner. Cos I think Friday I having off day. YAY! :D I am so going to shop till I drop. Never buy anything don't go home ar! LOL scarly I sabo Denise cos I never go home she will NEVA go home too LOLOLOLOL!

Had dinner with Nicole. Sakae's Ika (Squid) is super nice please go try! &I had a super long chat with her. She was a very good listener. I felt I said everything. How I felt about my service in the Navy on board ships. Hmmm.. She gave me advices. I know wad to do now. ((: