its hard.

but it's the way it is.

it just happen.

we both knew this was coming.

dragging wasn't a wise choice.

we made the choice.

to move on..

one thing.

I didn't regret loving you once.

Firstly. that kitten Karen brought home opened eyes oledi!! hahaha!! like finally? and it's blue-eyed!! machiam ang moh. lol!! Karen bring her to work everyday.. cos it's still a kitten.. need milking every 2 hrs. it's hard work though.. cos she has to wake up every 2 hrs just to feed her. if you dont feed her it will 'MEOW~' until you wake up. booohooo!!

Secondly. went to a CE activity with Nisha. it's called the 'Visit to Sun Microsystems'. ok wtf. it's a company doing JAVA applications. We were late. cos was suppose to meet the Facilitator in charge at Central Mall. that bastard facilitator didnt indicate the venue well. we ended up waiting for half an hour at 'the Central'. idiot. and the facilitator is so stupid enough not to leave his handphone number. like we really know where the place when we never even went to that building before. okay. took some pictures. bye.

wtf. I realised that everytime I do morning shift.. it will rain. like so sunny then suddenly when I reached the shop then dark clouds come. FOOK!!! the weather so nice lahs. shld be at home sleeping de can. still cannot believe it. then rain means people sleep late. then whole morning me and Cedric in the shop like about to doze off. somemore nothing to do. we kept ordering things to eat. LOL!!

Karen actually adopted a kitten from a customer yesterday. it's so cute. she brought it to work today. but then it's a little noisy. lol. keep "meow-ing". boooosss!! it's like SUPER UPER small lah!! check it out!! :)


finished work at 1pm. went over to Vivo to find Kimberly. she's like so unlucky. she quitted but then the company like die die don let her go. wtf. so you noe how good my company is. so dont be envy of me working in petshop. it sucks totally. if I can find another job (which is not easy) then I sure quit also. had lunch with her. saw her 4 babies (Maltese). they're super adorable. hah!! talked a lot. about the people and issues in the company. which can also say it's gossips. lol.

5 more days to Pay Day!! :)

our 4th!! ytd marks our 4th monthsary together. dearest and I has got many things to break through. I wished eternity. :)




after school was dinner with J.E.D lahs. Jane did not have lessons. so she went home after her FYP meeting at 1pm. so me and Denise went over to her house to visit Mikki!! played with Mikki for a while.. slacked around at the living room.. talked to each other for like 1 hour plus.. played NDS (Mario Kart) competing with each other.. before leaving Jane's house for Casuarina's Curry. heh!! FOOD makes me wake up and feel rejuvenated. LOL!!


we ordered so much food. till we cannot even stand/sit/walk/talk properly. I ate Mee Hoon Goreng, a paper and an egg prata. Denise ate some Murtabak. Jane ate Cheese Sausage Prata. the Cheese Sausage Prata was not a bad try. but super uper feeling. and Denise's Murtabak is so HUGE that is seems like she is eating pizza can. then makes it look like the Murtabak is too big for Denise. muhahahahaha!!

had a super uper long chat with them after we finished our food. like almost 2 hrs. from daylight talk till night falls. haha!! haven been meeting up since like 7 weeks ago. thus we had gallons of catch-ups and gossips to tell each other. :)

we had our usual camwhoringS. heh!! after dinner was like super disastrous for us. cos we three weren't feeling that well. stomach weird weird. maybe we stuffed too many things down our throat. lol!! you should see the agony on Denise's face trying to finish her HUGE murtabak. LOL!! I keep wanting to laugh lah. but thanks anyway.. they made my day. :)

FYP2 started already. tuesday had the first meeting with the advisor as well as my team mates. my team is like so fun can. so equal.. as in there is two guys and two gals. won't be like so weird. and the advisor is especially helpful to us. he is unlike my FYP1 advisor. that one cannot make it. and i mean really CANNOT MAKE IT. Im sure this time FYP2 sure can do well.. I mean better results and having more fun!! :)

today marks the last semester for yours truly here in RP. lol! I'm like super lazy to wake up today can. crawl outta my room. keep mumbling to myself that first day of school cannot late cos must leave good impression to the new facilitators. lucky I reached on time. Met dearest to walk to school tgt. it's like one month since we did that. woot!!

actually it was kinda funny. people chgn class every semester. I did also. but then hor.. my last semester de classmates chgn tgt with me. and three quarter of us remained in the same class again. LOL!! super funny. the facilitator like thinking why we come in then so hyper talk to each other oledi. hah!!

breakfast was with nicole. talked a lot to her. I haven met her since 6 weeks ago. lol. managed to eat and talk at the same time. gave me some useful advice. like thanks so much. :)

second breakout meet dearest to go out walk walk.. then buy sweets.. buy fruits. ended up outside my class there de bench there eat fruits. lol!! I must say the fruits from my school is..... not fresh. zZz! seriously not nice can. but still I ate a lot. cos I seldom do.. and since I have the mood to eat then eat more. huhu!!

after school was work for me!! sadded. woke up so early. reach workplace become like zombie. keep finding chances to sit behind and rest. must try to adapt to working after school life agains. sales was pretty bad until around 8pm. then many customers walked in and buy quite a lot. lucky they did. or else we sure get screwed by the supervisor if she noes we 4 people do closing but sales like shit.

tomorrow FYP2 meeting with the advisor. omg. need to stay back again. but this time my team planned to finish it asap. so we will not like rush the work during the submitting week. I have good feeling that my this new FYP team is gonna be a hardworking and fun team. :)



I'm still lost. sometimes it just went blank for me. I need time to sort things out.

morning shift!! gosh.. I woke up at 9am. apparently I went back to sleep after off-ing my alarm clock. but in the end got a shock and woke up when my mum shouted at me.

yesterday was suppose to meet Denise to go Jane house. but then but then but then but then.. Jane last minute say she cannot make it. ): super sad!! holidays ending soon. monday will be a while new semester. everyone will be back in school early with swollen eyes and tired legs. hoho!!

stayed home the whole afternoon. was just nice passing by AMK. saw LinLin and Amos. hoho!! accompanied them for dinner. I didn't cos I had mine earlier. okay. Lin's friend had a quarrel with her bf. then don want go home. then anyhow wander. she very worried. so ask me accompany her to go find her that friend. we at first only noe she at Potong Pasir. and since I lived there before it makes me useful to Lin -_- ASS!! lol. we found her at a playground. I sit there rotting. walking around. like some uncle while Lin went over to calm and talk to the friend. trying to persuade her to go home. wa lao. the bf also like shit can. she already at the bf's estate le then he die die don want come down find her. wtf. he is the worst shit guy I ever seen.

oh yah. wednesday when dearest and me went over to Vivo. we did went up to Pet Safari. it is a must-go place for us. we just simply loves animals. boooos!! saw so many cute puppies. adorable like hell. lol. check it out.


yeap. and today yours truly woke up at 2pm. ate pizza hut for brunch. brother ordered it. so I just eat. the garlic bread is nicer than the pizzas. lol. I played game the whole afternoon. boooss!! until my eyes pain. watched tv. mum cooked dinner. like finally?! after like 5 months without touching the stove and pans and woks. lol. they just came back from Genting. and wtf they didn't bring me go. so I shall claim more pocket money from them in return of my missed Genting trip. muahahahaha!! :)

met dearest after her chalet. at ard 5pm. bought the tixs and dinner was at Food Republic. needa budget a little. Pay used up. the next one has to wait till 28th. and I have already overspent. wtf. caught Evan Almighty. super hilarious and funny show. 4 outta 5 nachos for it. :)


we walked around then found out way to the Chocolate Factory. and yes we were at Vivo. omg they sell really nice chocolates. and we both got to test many samples. we're not cheapo okays. cos we bought some thing there. booooss!! $16 for 100grams of chocolate. though it's a little expensive. but we just cannot stop craving for it. and in order to to torture ourselves after we reach home.. so we bought it so we wont regret we didnt after heading home. hah!!

it was nice meeting up with dearest after so many days of meeting my friends and chalets and work. :)

*i really need that trust from you..

yes. as I mentioned in the previous post.. yours truly woke up at 3pm. met Jasmin for dinner at 6pm after her work. I went to pick her up from her workplace at Vivo. then she said she dont want stay at Vivo so we two dragged our tired legs and ended up at Clarke Quay. Anyway.. I haven been to 'The Central' shopping mall. wtf. don laugh okayss. but after going in for a shop I see nothing that caught my attention. so many shops not done yet. and mostly are girls' stuff. FINE. that's super bias and irritating.



we had dinner at 'Fishermen's Wharf'. situated right opposite of 'The Central' shopping mall. sells cheap fish meal. haha. you know.. Jasmin is cheapo so she knows all the cheapo food. heh!! we both had snow white fish with chips. it was nice. but some parts of the fish were too dry. the chips were superliciously delicious. lol. it's not fries. it's potato kind. :)


after dinner we had a super uper long talk session. we haven been meeting up very often now. not like last time so close. cries. but never mind. at least we are still besties. :) we updated each other on our own personal life. advised each other on the problems we faced. really enjoyed talking to her.

but dunno why she everytime suddenly becomes too high.. then her retard-ness comes again. lol. she like crazy run here and dere. then anyhow bang wall. LOL!! that's her trademark. yes. banging wall. :)


last stop was to Kovan. had Selegie Beancurd. Jasmin said it was not nice at all. I thought it was normal. she is weird lah. don care her. you all shld try too. but still.. I think I prefer Rochor Beancurd. lol. then we walked over to the petshop opposite. saw two Pug. omg. they are so CUTE can. though they a little overweight. but still.. the face ugly till very cute. fine. I dunno how to describe it. you just have to feel it yourself. booooss!!


afterwhich I sent her home. cos it was late. plus we still got so much things to talk about. haha!! had a fun night out yesterday. woot!! visiting Mikki tmr!! then dinner with Jane and Denise.. having prata I think. they just cannot stop thinking of Pratas. lol.

it was so much much much much fun.. really need to emphasize on that. One of the best chalet I ever attend. lols. my gosh.. we should meet up more man. everyone is so Onz! heh!!

suppose to meet 12pm at Pasir Ris Mrt Station. and as expected ALL were late. hahaha. I thought I was already late. so I sms-ed Dennis...

okays nowadays there are so many irritating kids playing game online. then act as if they are very mature. kiss my ASS. hear that. I'm like super duper piss off with these small kids. sorry. I MUST COOL DOWN.

anyways. today went down to cheer for buddy Jerome. He took part in this competition called 'The Battle of The Voices'. yes the name is a little stupid. but still.. some contestants were good. and I really mean GOOD. their voice control. and the way they make the song their own. impressive. heh!! I think I will take part in this kinda competition the next time I see one. at least got some experience. hahaha. it will be fun luh!! :)

after that I went to work at 6pm. Yi Wen is so damn funny can. always making funny faces behind the irritating leader. oh ya!! anyway nowadays I may be going down Hougang outlet more often. so guys if you all happen to be at Hougang Mall maybe can come down B1 see whether I'm there a not. LOL!! work has been boring!! lucky I have one week off. hahaha!!! next week I'm not working. DATE ME!! but I may not be free. cos I may be with my gf. lalalalalalala!!

movie-ing with dear just now in the afternoon. caught 'Ratatouille'. the show was great. storyline was good. the message the director is trying to bring over was clearly made: 'ANYONE CAN COOK'. heh!! I believe that anyone can do the things they want to achieve.. it's just a matter of perseverance and determination to do it. I know I'm fickled-minded. so don ask me how to have determination. lols. I will give 4.5 outta 5 cheese for the movie 'Ratatouille'. :)


I also bought new "clothing" for my 2nd darling (Zen Stone Plus). heh!! it was super duper EXPENSIVE. but I still bought it. cos now dont buy in the future I still will buy de mah.. moreover I dont think the price will be much different in the future. it costs me $12.90 for a small small silicon case. but it was nice lah. the colour was one of my fav colour, Lime Green. went to work at 6pm. spending time with dearest is always heavenly. anyway thanks dearest for that card!! :)

gosh. I must say it was through so many discussions and talking and sms-ing and msn-ing.. when finally I was able to meet bestie SHING!!! okays.. Joanna and Alfred.. wtf.. they should be joining too de lah. then got dunno wad attachment. how great. if not I think the night will be filled with more lame jokes and laughters. but Shing nvr fail to make me laugh my ass off. opps!! she sms-ed me on monday.......

the stupid company hired new full-time staffs. so me the part-timer has to stop work for one week starting from today due to over manpower for the shop. wtf. Lin Lin sms-ed me at 10am. however yours truly managed to wake up only at 1.45pm. LOL! replied her and decided to meet up with her, Evelyn, Karen, Eng Siew and Pei Rong. had Sakae Sushi buffet at Wheellock place. was so damn full after the meal. and we really had a super uper late lunch. cos we started eating at 4pm. zzz!! it was so fun talking to them. cos they are super lame. made me laugh even when we are walking. HAHA!


after that we went over to Far East and blah blah blah.. shopped shopped shopped. but none manage to buy anything. cos none has money. lols. see cannot buy is really a TORTURE. and then at around 8pm. we found two scandalous friend of ours, Miss Angela and Mr Edward. haha! we caught them shopping without us!! wtf. yes we suan-ed and scolded and nag-ed at them whole night. thus they joined us to our journey in rotting. heh!!

Angela was hungry so she took her super uper late dinner at Plaza Singapura de food court. while me, Lin Lin, Edward and Evelyn started camwhoring. as expected. muahahaha!!

so in love with my second darling (first darling got to be reB. heh!).. my new Zen Stone Plus. yay-ness to myself. lols. its so small and nice and gorgeous and classy and shiny and blah blah blah. dearest help me buy cos she's working at the IT show. I did went down to the Comex IT show. but however I must say if you people next time wanna go. be prepared to get knocked here and dere from all directions. you have to look out for people banging onto you.. at the same time looking down at the floor for trolleys banging here and dere too. wtf. Singaporeans are like dis. like DUH!! I'm a singaporean too. how great.

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