having take up a part time job...
time i wad i lack now...
no time to sleep...
no time for my friends...
no time for my cca...
no time to relax...
an easy job yet it becomes so complicated and tough...
a simple decision that i should make...
to continue or not to continue...
tiring hours...
yet it caters good salary...
wad and which option should i choose?

a journey of my life that drains away all my energy...
a part of my life that shows me how life can be so unexpected...
breaking of relationships and friendships...
i've seen my friends going thru all dis...
yet i have no time to show my concern...
and also cos even i can't show enough attention to my own matters...
a useless and weak guy...
always cannot make up the decision...
should this friendship go on?
should i continue working?
should i save up my pay?
i want to live a better life...
just a little wish i have...
that is to enjoy a little happiness...
is that too difficult.?
or is it just pure bad luck for me...
to live a destiny like dis...
sorrows all the way...
carrying away happiness...
it is becoming further and further away from me...
i want to break free...
who will do that with me?
who will lend me a helping hand...
where is that ONE.?

today is tuesday...
however it is also my first day of work...
actually today cannot consider work lah...
cos having training...
tmr also got training...
but lucky only last two days...
or else i think i will run away lah...
cos the training is like pure lecture in Tax Laws...
and wanna go mad le lah!!!...
the trainer is super lame and boring...
and i already learn all the laws thingy liao...
i sit down there stoned alone lah... =(
then start to sms jane...
then she pei me chat chat...
Wahahahaha...
this year work E-Filing Services Centre (EFSC) de people...
all weird weird de lah...
last year all work de same age as me...
at most older than me 2 years...
just now we went for orientation walk around the building...
then we waled back the EFSC booth...
we saw uncle and auntie helping as temporary staff lah...
=.='''
i see them i wanna laugh wonder how i can work...
LOL...
no lah...
i will work hard...
i will try not to take so many leaves and off days...
cos now my pay is $6.50...
so i must grab this chance and work as much as possible...
then got money can give my grandma...
my mom..
and i can spend myself also...
like everytime so poor lah...
so many dinners i haven eat le... =(
jia you win!~!~!~!!!!!

today go out with qiqi...
of cos happy lah!!!...
cos i so long no see her le...
like got months lah...
cos she exams mah...
cannot blame...
quite miss her presence leh...
miss the zi lian-ingby both of us...
but we did took some pics today...
i mean...
quite a number of pics...
Wahahahaha...
at least today i nvr rot at home...
can go out with qiqi is one of the most fun thing...
joke...
eat...
laugh...
play...
talk...
everything...
i enjoyed this very day! :)

hais...
actually i don realli like holidays...
cos everytime i holiday le nothing to do...
maybe i no friends bahz...
realli feel so lonely... =(
dunno where to go...
dunno what to do...
omg...
i will go berserk soon...
wth...
next tuesday work...
but then dunno whether successful not leh...
cos always have the negative feeling something is happening...
but then i dunno what...
so now i am very stress and tense...
STUPID sixth sense...
i am TIRED...
and BORED!!!

today i self-proclaimed leave...
Wahahahaha...
nvr go school...
told mum no one going school...
then she say ok RELUCTANTLY...
but still approves it...
YAY!!!! =)
just woke up...
later got training...
at 5pm...
but then now still so early...
maybe later go see what i can buy for jas bahz...
haix.. =(