ytd first day go work...
after quitting for 6 mths le...
but it was quite a bad experience lor...
juz nice i come in...
den they doing clearing of old stocks...
kaos!!!
i carry the goods till my hand breaking...
so many boxes lor...
the factory de ppl nothing to do...
keep doing clothings... =x
hahahahaahhaa...
i was kidding... =p
nvr use phone for two days le...
den ytd finally got to buy a new phone...
didn't have to pay much...
er...
cos phone spoil need to pay extra $40...
actually if phone nothing wrong...
trade in no nid pay money one...
nvr mind la...
i can earned it back de... =)
now using panasonic X400...
quite an old phone...
but i like the design...
although i was like downgrading...
previous phone was much more valuable...
but then realli realli no choice lah...
phone spoil...
wad to do...?
this phone most importantly has infrared function...
yeah!!!...
at least now i can transfer pics in and out of my phone and laptop...
happy!!!!...
ytd i earn $30 le...
so happy!!!...

hais...
dunno why i so suay...
now no phone to use le...
phone ytd suddenly kanna phone lock...
also dunno why...
i nvr even touch the security things...
den in the end like that...
now in mac...
juz pon school...
at toa payoh...
waiting for shops to open...
den go buy phone le...
hahahahhaha...
no choice...
cos i now cannot even switch on...
sianz...
need to pay extra money...
now i think i gonna skip dinner for quite a number of days liao...
and i don wish to take anymore $$ from mum...
cos i know my parents are working hard...
and is also stressed about financial stuffs...

sOoOoOoOOoOooo glad now...
my dear received christ ytd...
during an event organised by her church...
hais...
wonderful man...
glad for her...
hahahahahaha...
at least now she's a christian..
and i'm more relieved... =)

today got badminton...
not TRAINING...
it's MATCH!!!!
oh my god...
excited now lah...
starts at 6.30pm...
leaving school in bus at 5.30pm...
so nervous...
happy at least i was selected...
hahahahahaha...
shows i am not that lousy lor...
hahahahahaha...
later goanna play my best...
opponent is Innova Junior College de ppl...
heard they are very good lor...
everytime train with sports school de people...
hahahaha...
gonna be a very good experience...
yeah!!!

me and dear juz started not long ago...
last sunday onli...
hhahahahaha...
happy to find her...
er...
i was actually scared by pauline lor...
one of my cell leader...
she told me all those negative stuff...
till i keep imaginating things...
den i start to ask questions to my dear...
and she also kanna influence by me...
sad... =(
but then nic manage to clam me down...
and told me totally different things from wad pauline had said...
and i am more relax and calm now le...
hais...
i juz hope everything will be alright...
hahahahahaha...

hais...
computing this time tough lehz...
haiyOoOoOoOoo...
it's a continuation of last week's problem...
i manage to did well for last week de problem...
but then this time i don even understand wad the fac i talking about...
so i think i am going off...
HaHa... =p
go eat with dear... =x
den walk walk...
if too early...
den go my house lor...
cos she cannot too early reach home...
or else if her mum gets to noe she is skipping classes...
her head will...er...
you all shld noe...
hahahaha... =x
going to suntec de FOX outlet to sign application form...
GOD realli answered my prayers...
last saturday juz prayed over finanacial stuffs for my family...
christine also praqyed for me too...
and on monday when i walked past FOX outlet...
Kelly my last time de manager...
asked me to come work for her again...
as part-time lah... =)
at least can earn some pocket money mah...
hope realli can get the job bahz...
but then sad de is...
if i go work...
i cannot spend much time with dear liao...
hope she is okay with it...
'coz i already asked her mah...
since i am tgt with her...
i thought i shld care for her feelings...
but she said she's fine with it...
and even ask me to go for it...
happy...
she's so good!!

hahahahaha...
my dear juz clarify with andrea...
den she said she's not angry with me liao...
hahahahaha...
so happy now...
no more hatred liao... =p
i love my dear so much...
miss her... =)

hais...
in the morning came to school with dear... =)
but then halfway thru the journey...
she suddenly legs and hands got rashes...
dunno wad happen...
so scary sia...
den she keeps on scratching...
till it becomes worst...
*piank piank* =(
er...
as for the taking bus type...
the journey so long lor...
till we late... -_-"
UT starts at 8.30am...
and we reached at about 8.48am lor...
i mean it's like left with 10 mins to complete lor...
die liaoz lah...
i am not worried for myself...
worried for dEar...
cos she already failed 2 UT le...
for enterprise...
scared she will need to re-take the module lor...
hais...
waste money and time...
she pon after the UT...
'coz she wanna go meet the fat a**... =x
den i ask her to go lor...
since today i've got cell...
also cannot go home with her...
and at least she've got ppl to pei her...
nvr mind...
tmr i will have time with her after school...
gonna go fill up application form for FOX part -time...
finally can work...
maybe GOD noes i am short of money...
and my family's having problem in financial wise...
Praise God!!!!
i think also buying new phone...
'coz my phone de button like got a bit spoil liao...
then the sliding abit lose le...
furthermore...
i think i use dao sian le... =x
hahahahahahahahaha...
later got cell lehz...
so sianz...
onli got pauline... =p
don realli like her lor...
give me so much stress...
den so unreasonable...
hope later will be fine lor...
and i hope can end earlier...
don wish to go home late...
mum don like too... =(

hais...
juz started the fairytale with joan dear~...
but my classmates like juz simply childish and...
unreasonable...
why they have to give so many comments...?
they like...
keep giving me the impression like i am too ugly for her...
sad!!!
okok la...
i am ugly la...
HAPPY?
quite piss off with the people in class lor...
tonight i shall go online...
and talk to those guys...
ask them wad's all those commetns about?...
i had enough...
but nvr mind...
i will still cherish my dear~...
hope GOD will blessed her...
and let her illness be cured by tonight... =)
i love her~!!...

kiss dog... =x

edwin = attached

er...
hais...
so sianz...
enterprise again...
nothing to do lor...
i mean...
got things to do lah...
but then everyone not doing anything...
maybe 'coz of the disgusting relief fac lor...
he look like hamster sia...
den talk so loud...
like construction worker more than fac in RP...
hais...
feel like pon-ing school lehz...
but then...
something said i shld not...
i wonder if i should now...
hais...

i've to move on...
yesterday when i was having cell in church...
my cell leader said something like this...
"if what you are doing are GOD's destiny for you, it will be smooth sailing"
i was rather captured into her words...
and thought thru so many things...
i've to move on no matter wad...
holding on to certain things...
which is not GOD's will for you...
will be a waste of energy and time...
since it's not wad GOD has for me...
i feel i have to let go...
or else i will not be able to be moulded by GOD...
to be the man of my destiny...
hais...
maybe i've already let go bahz...
i am not sure yet...
but i think i will bahz...

happy for nicole!!...
she's already water baptize!!
how great...
to see my best friend...
on the stage...
reading her testimony of the mighty GOD...
she nearly cried when she mentioned about her parents' divorce...
hais...
feel sad yet happy for her...
at least now she has found comfort in GOD...
and have lotsa faith in him...
i am sure nic will continue to grow in him...
he will mould nic into the right person for her own destiny!!
AMEN!!
HaHaHaHa...
saw her mother juz now...
grown prettier liao lor...
hahaha...
but then skirt still still still sOoOoOoOoo short leh...
hahahahaha...
dunno cover where... -_-" =x
nvr mind la...
at least she say i look more handsome... =p
*grins*
juz now i told my mum about nic's this water baptism thing...
den my mum said sarcastically if i want to also...
i was like...
nothing to say lor... =(
i can feel she's unhappy leh...
how?
i am realli trapped this time...
but i will pray for it bahz...
GOD will help me find a way outta de... =)
i have faith in him...
oh yah!!!
before even i went to church...
i met Joan in the morning...
at 11am...
but then i late... -_-
not purposely one lor... =x
but den still had fun with her lah...
everytime go out with her sure got funny stuffs happen de...
today the weather rain and stop for 3 times lor...
dunno wad is happening... -.-
den walked around takashimaya for 20 mins dunno eat wad...
laugh and laugh while walking...
go home le still laughing...
ppl thought we crazy...
hahahaha...

COMMUNICATION_UT...!!!~
argh!!!
last UT for this module le!
happy...
but at the same time abit scared lor...
if i nvr pass third one and this one den i muz retake the module liao...
how?
i hope i can realli pass everything lor...
retake module need to pay extra money de leh...
$25...
so much to me!...
but then communication like nothing to learn de lor..
mostly is all common sense...
UT 2 i got 'E' leh!!!
wonder wad happen...?
hais...
hope tmr i can have GOD's wisdom in me and do well for it bahz...
pray hard!!!

now raining i think...
not sure...
cos i am still in the class...
hahaha...
no windows cannot check...
going home now...
sleep....
den at night wake up watch superstar...
hahahahaha...
hais...
sianz lehz...
going home with joan now...
juz hope my class de ppl can stop gossiping...
don like lor...
anyhow think... -.-

hahahahahaha...
nvr thought i would have been so enthu in class today...
i did everything by myself lor...
first time sia...
VB leh...
cannot believe it myself...
i actually understand them all...
now dis realli boosts my interests in computing...
i believe it muz be god who is working in me...
because i prayed that one occassion for interest in my course...
YEAH!!
i love GOD!!!~...
hais...
but then i do too fast liao...
now like...
nothing to do...
rotting in cls lehz...
sOoOoOoOoo now got time come blog lor...
hahahahaha...
i haven been talking much to 'her' nowadays...
wonder why...
she's like so busy too...
and maybe it's 'coz i've not been attending training for one week liao...
i am slacking lor...
too slack to go exercise...
feeling ver tired still....
although i slept so much already...
die le lah...
how?
how to feel refresh?

yesterday i nearly heart attack...
angry till i've got nothing to say...
one fat a**...
who always think she's right...
now angry with me and joan dunno for what thing...
she simply suck la hor...
why muz a guy and a gal close muz be having BGR?
cannot best friends de meh?
tell her the truth le don believe...
den keep asking...
we already say the truth le ma of cos the answer still the same de lor...
she's stupid lor...!!! -.-
now she angry with joan...
i nvr mind one lor...
i am not scared of her...
and i've nvr like this fat a** befire lor...
so irritating and distracting in class...
like to gossip so much...
everything i big on her...
body big even mouth also big...
somemroe always assume things...
and thinks that everything she assumes is correct...
tell me ppl!!!
where got this type of ppl de leh?
den somemore keep telling ppl i sissy...
she GORILLA arh...
oso don go look into the mirror before judging people...
i am sOoOoOoOoOooo ANGRY now...
see her face now feel like slapping her lor...
kick her...
cannot cannot...
'coz she got so much fats i kick her i bounce back... =(
i wonder how to study well in the class...
with such unreasonable ppl like her...
luckily left 2 weeks holiday...
after holiday chgn class le...
how i wish i can chgn class straight away...
working with strangers is better than working with this freak...
AND i juz want to let ppl noe...
I AM STILL SINGLE AND AVAILABLE...
hahaha... =x

'coz everyone sick...
sOoOoOoOoo today no cell...
going home with joan...
den sleep a while...
den watch superstar...!!
yeah!!

now nothing to do liao...
juz now work so hard...
read the resources i found...
so long lor...
den the language weird weird de leh...
cannot understand the words...
most muz use dictionary.com to find out the meaning...
hais...
sianz... =(
juz now de UT...err...
i think still quite managable lor...
i think if nothing wrong most prob can pass...
maybe lucky can get a 'B'... =x
hope sOoOoOoOoo lor...
argh...
now realli nothing to do leh...
like waiting for the pathetic time to pass...
and the game sin my laptop i play till lan diao le lor...
so easy to play one...
i all break high scores liao...
no fun le... =x
later got cell...
looking forward to it...
cos jia ling attending cell this time...
and she's doing the game...
yeah!!
play game...
but then start at 7pm leh...
cannot watch superstar liao...
sad sad sad ='(
male's final today lor...
maybe can ask joan help me record...
hahahahahaha... =)

now is the last UT for the semester le...
today de UT is cognitive one...
hais...
dunno last one can pass not leh...
i already pass the first two...
third one resut not outta yet...
hope can pass the third one too...
'coz each module need to pass 3 out of 4 UTs mah...
if i pass the third one then safe le...
but then i still worried for my communication...
the second UT i got 'E' leh!!!!!
also dunno why so jia lat... =(
sad sia...
hope third one can pass...
last one also need to pass...
or else...
hais...
now still sleepy...
but then like...
two more weeks going to chgn class liaoz...
sad lah...
cannot bear to leave the class...
cos like quite familiar with each other liaoz...
but then wish i got leave 'coz of some irritating ppl... =x
aiyah!...~
den i oso don feel like meeting new faces lehz...
so troublesome one lor...
need to intro all that...
den need to start all over again building new friendships...
work with new ppl suddenly sure very weird one...
sianz!!!
why cannot same class for the whole yr?
waste time changing class...
i like my class lor...
'coz the block so near canteen...
for someone like me ( likes to eat a lot )...
if class very far from canteen den i sure die liaoz...
'coz sure lazy walk so far to canteen buy food...
in the end leh...
i starve in class...
hahahaha
kidding lah...
now i juz wish to pass the all the last UTs...

now i recalled what nic told me yesterday...
i told her all my stuffs...
also dunno why...
actually i didn't want to tell anyone of it...
but in the end i did...
to nic lor...
she said birthday gal got privilege... -.-"
nvr mind lah...
say everything outta le feel better somehow...
my nick -----> ' waiting+waiting+waiting= what edwin is doing'
many people ask me the same question...
they knew what it's all about...
but they dunno who's that special one i am waiting for...
nic told me many many things...
she ask me to let go first...
because clinging on to something...
that already has an owner will have no ending...
she said:" GOD will give you someone better"
i believe GOD will work in me more...
he will show me who shall be that special ___...
letting go...
i need lotsa time...
i've been feeling low all this time...
and my closest one can feel it...
they ask me 'bout it...
i refuse to tell...
'coz i thought letting them noe will not help...
and i cause them worries...
I'M SORRY... =(
nic also told me to...
treat 'her' like how i treat her[nic]...
last time i could not forget nic too...
but slowy i accepted it...
and she's now my best best friend...
how i wish i can do the same...
no BGR = FRIENDSHIP...
i already tasted enough of my tears...
using my tears almost every night to lure myself to sleep...
is nic's words = what i shld do next?... =S

the lessons so sianz lor...
don like the fac lah...
den somemore i don understand the problem for today...
sOoOoOoOoo i went off lor...
actually ish go eat breakfast with Joan onli...
but then the stupid andrea wanna tag along...
she's sOoOoOoOoo noisy lor...
distracting in class ( that's what the teacher comment on her )
and talk so loudly like scared ppl dunno she talking... =x
but nvr mind...
i still got to eat my BREAKFAST...
i ate BK de 'Enormous Sandwich' meal...
where got enormous lor?
sOoOoOoOoo small... =x
but then cannot eat le...
'coz saving $$...
or else i will fail again...
everytime say wanna save money in the end leh...
no $$ left at the end of the week...
den need to take from mom again...
i don like and don want lor... =(
i don wish to take anymore money from mom and dad le...
'coz my bro and i de school fees very heavy leh...
they almost cannotcope liao lor...
my mom still have to pay instalments for my bro's laptop...
den every week still need to give me money to eat...
how i wish i can go work myself and earn own pocket money...
so i will not have to take from mom...
but then i cannot find a job lehz...
'coz saturday i got to go church so cannot work on that day mah...
who will want to employ someone with such request?
' cannot work on saturday ' -.-"
not going training again...
i feel i'm getting more and more slack lor...
everytime got chance to skip doing this or that...
i will de... =(
oOooOoOoooh no!
now i almost feel like skipping church le lah...
hais...
too tired le...
but i can't...
'coz i noe the living god i watching over me...
and i shall not go against him... =p

today basic science module lor...
i still thought communication lehz...
now it's worst lor...
my science always weak like siao...
'O' Levels can pass science very lucky i think... =x
already decide with Joan liaoz...
if today very sianz or juz feel like going off...
we shall go tgt...
eat breakfast...
den after that decide where to go lor...
maybe can go walk walk le...
or can juz go home after breakfast...
to continue sleeping...
i've been feeling extremely tired nowadays...
wonder why lor...
haven been doing much exercise too...
maybe too stress up with myself bahz...
am i asking too much from myself? =(
sometimes how i hope i can sleep foreva...
nvr wake up sOoOoOoo i will not feel the tiredness liaoz...
gonna die le lah! =x
TIRED!!!

hais...
finally it's about to end le...
today's problem dry dao i wanna die liaoz...
hais...
think will get 'C' again...
'coz the fac see me as if i do nothing...
no choice...
i very sianz lor...
no mood to do anything...
and every since i got the first 'C' from him...
i hack care enterprise liao...
next week no come i think...
can sleep more...
give myself own off school day...
hahahahaha =)
today ish nic's birthday...
still remember last time use to celebrate with her... =x
no lah...
not sad cos she not my gf le...
ish memories that i still remember...
going to buy her a present...
no $$ le... ='(
nvr mind lah...
today save dinner de money cos mama got cook...
sOoOoOoOoo caN save and buy her something meaningful lor...
UT starting at 4.15pm...
wish me all da best... =p

later after school having enterprise UT...
it's the first UT de retake...
'coz something wrong with the system...
den in the end they say UT 1 not counted...
kaos!!!
that UT was so easy lor...
'coz they consists of the first few chapters mah...
den somemore it's all mutiple-choice...
this time de retake = chapters 11, 12, 13
dunno difficult not lehz...
hais...
hope can pass lah... =)
today going home straight after the UT...
'coz MaMa got cook!
no nid waste money... =x

in a glimspe of an eye...
i have already waited for so long...
can't believe it sia... =x
hais...
nothing i can do...
miss her is the onli thing i can think of now~

last week got three days of holiday mah...
monda, tuesday and wednesday...
thus actually tuesday= PT de...
in the end don have...
thursday though got training but onli for an hour...
sOoOoOoOoo did not go 'coz sure no courts to play de mah...
sOoOoOoOoo today de training like suffer sia...
very stiff... -.-
den do training with coach nearly cost my life... -_-"
hahahahahaha...
stamina like shit now...
nvr go running for one whole week...
but then today played quite a lot...
but 'she' went home early...
'coz got something on...
hais...
did not get to play much with her lor...
nvr mind... still have lotsa lotsa chance...
i have been thinking...
thinking over this issue over and over again...
when we graduated to year 2...
will me and 'her' get drifted away?...~
i hope not bahz...
keen to see her face everyday...
but wish i had not irritate her in one way or another lor...
later going church... serve NURSERY!!!
love kids...
later see got time then blog at night lor...
miss her loads...~

today's problem quite simple lor...
juz need suggestions...
hais...
no nid do research de...
based on prior and general knowledge and do le...
but then main thing is whether on the right track not lor...
hope sOoOoOoOoo lah...
now waiting for the 'FAKE_FACE' facilitator of mine...
to come talk about what my grp had done...
sianz!
see her face worst: more SIANZ...
edwin = boredom
looking forward to after school...
hahaha...
can see the cell den can talk non-stop liao...
eat tgt...
ate bee hoon juz now during first break...
not gonna eat anymore...
or else i no money to eat dinner liao...
muz ren!!! =(

actually no want to come school de...
but den since later got to go church...
might as well come lor...
'coz can go tgt with nic they all mah...
having prayer conference in the evening...
venue: Trinity Christian Centre
Time: 6.30pm
People Involved: Chi Alpha
feeling a bit sleepy today...
better than yesterday lah...
at least now i am sitting in front of my laptop...
not dozing off...
quite awake =x
yesterday went to town with jas and 'her'...
they intended to find a leg chain for a baby...
oso dunno for who de...
onli knew that it was for a baby celebrating one month old...
but we could not find the ideal one in town...
sOoOoOoOoo we thought AMK Central may have more choices...
thus we took bus there lor...
in the end lehz...
cos the journey quite long...
den 'she' slept on the bus...
when it's time for us to alight if going AMK...
she said she very tired wanna go home -.-"
nvr mind lah...
so i sent her home lor...
but a bit worried for them...
'coz they needed the leg chain tmr lehz...
onli left one day liaoz...
hope they can make it on time to buy one nice de bahz...
yesterday watch 'Jue Dui Superstar'...
Kelly was in!!!!
*grins*
but hor...
Derrick was outta liao... =(
i am a guy and i also think he very cute...
not saying about gals...
who were all crazy over him...
maybe he's juz unlucky bahz...
he's juz 19...
can still strive harder...
i believe he will have a bright future in the entertainment industry...
all de best to him!!!
jia you!

this is one of the lessons i hated most...
i don understand the problem statement...
dunno how to do...
cannot explain during presentation...
and ended up always get 'C's for computing...
don like lah...
hais...
i wanna work hard but...
the problems getting more and more difficult each week...
den the fac always don want to explain further to us...
keep saying "it's so easy, you will understand one"
but then i oftenly don lor...
she juz don understands the students' needs lah...
i gonna write this into the student survey...
ask the module chair to take note!
hmph!!!~
not going training lor...
ging out...
with jas and 'her'...
hope it will be a pleasant trip bahz...
^o^

juz now my mum say she don want buy the gel for me...
sOoOoOoooo i go buy myself lor...
in the end she scold me...
'coz she went to bought...
sOoOoOoOoo is my fault mehz?
pls...
i buy the gel le tmr no money to eat liao lor...
think i like to buy mehz?
hais...
tmr have training...
but then not going i think...
'coz onli one hour...
don wanna waste time...
den i think if go training i need to eat more mah...
no money how to eat?... =(
nvr mind lah...
feeling sOoOoOoo tired now...
went to eat dinner with linlin and her friend...
nice to meet her friend, 'Serene'... -_-"
=x
got school tmr...
sleeping very early today...
later i cannot wake up again...
den late somemore...
wanna reach earlier...
so i can upload the pics i took during the fireworks...
yeah!!!
then muz send to ying~ mah...
nitez... =p

yesterday de fireworks nice...
but then i think i used up all my energy yesterday le...
that's why today i woke up sOoOoOoOooo late...
at 12 noon den i slowly open my eyes...
and crawl out of my room...
today not going anywhere i think...
stay home rest bahz...
tmr have school le...
den at night can watch "Superstar"...
yeah!
finally got one day can watch full version...
everytime not watch halfway...
or don get to watch at all... =(
thinking 'bout yesterday...
realli enjoyed my day with ying~ sia...
long time no see her le still can laugh and have so much fun...
as if we are still in primary school days...
where we two are so so close... =)
pondering when can i meet her again...
go out have fun... =p
by the way...
hais...
as for myself...
haven been seeing 'her' for several days liaoz...
going "mad" le...
kidding lah...
juz miss her lor... =x

woke up at 9am today...
sOoOoOoOoOoo early lor...
'coz need to prepare to go benji's house...
whole RP cell going lehz...
excited sia...
met christine and pauline earlier...
for some Mc'Donald's fries...
*yummy*
den went to meet the rest...
bought all the ingredients...
reached benji's hse at 1.55pm...
started cooking straight...
not wasting every min we've got...
'coz many of us leaving early at 4pm mah...
all going meet own friends to see fireworks...
me too!!!
but ish last min de lah...
meet ying~ at 6...
at bugis...
'coz she wanna shop for a bag mah...
den help give comments...
this is the second time i see her since i found her after 5 yrs...
hahahaha... =x
den we walk round bugis area...
in the end to suntec...
walk around end up in marina sq...
but not yet decided wat to eat...
funny sia... =p
we walked round and round marina sq so many times...
till i think the security guards think we're terrorists =x
but in the end we ate Cavana...
chicken rice...
smells nice and it tastes best lor...
after that we rushed out to to find a good spot...
for that glance of the fireworks lor...
but we nearly got lost when walking out of marina sq...
'coz renovate den very 'luan'...
luckily we got there on time lor... *hengz*
i took quite a no. of pics...
on my phone...
until no memory left =(
but i still enjoyed myself...
happy to see ying~ too...
sleepy le...
blog tmr lah... =p
nitez... =)

monday morning usually i shld be in school at this time...
but now i am sitting in front of my hse computer...
hahaha...
'coz the school decided to give us more holidays...
to celebrate Natinal Day... -_-"
oso dunno why three days holiday lor...
other schools onli tuesday leh...
hais...
i rather be in school...
at least there's something for me to do...
but the advantage is i can sleep and rest more lor...
hv not been getting enough sleep nowadays...
yesterday after eating dinner(steamboat!) with parents...
went back to compass point to make contact lens...
but then the optician say my 'shan guan' too high...
den need to wait 10 days to 2 weeks... =(
nvr mind lah...
eventually i will get to wear it de mah...
the last time i wore contacts was in January...
juz hope i remember how to wear bahz =x
no school today leh...
wonder where's she...=p
now sOoOoOoo early think she still sleeping one...
piggy sia... =x
i oso lor everytime say others...
miss her lah!!!! =)

now at grandma's house there...
feeling very tired though...
den like later dunno going where...
'coz today my mum off-day mah...
maybe go eat tgt lor...
one family!!! ^_^
think she going running later...
hahaha...
cos eat too much fattening stuffs... =x
aiyOoOoOooo...
nvr mind...
i still miss her~!!!

yesterday was a very very tired day...
had badminton training...
7 hrs of training lehz...
nearly fainted...
legs giving way le lor...
at least got to see her... =x
reach home at 7pm plus...
den lie on the sofa cannot move...
too tired to do anything le lah... =(
no choice cook maggie mee eat ( unhealthy )
actually thought after training can go eat with her...
tgt with some friends also lah... =p
but then i think she got things on...
had date with her friends for dinner...
sOoOoOoo i juz send her home lor...
quite contented for i could see her after three days...
of missing...
couldn't explain the feeling...
i juz miss her sOoOoOoOooo much sometimes...
that i wanted to go her house there and find her...=x
want to sms her too...
but i'm afraid that she will find me annoying... =(
nvr mind lah...
at least she noes someone is missing her... =)

sOoOoOoOooo excited about the FOP juz now...
cannot believe it lor...
the whole indoor stadium is packed...~!!!
and there's still many more people queueing outside...
woah!!!
this shows how great GOD is...
everyone regradless of the hot weather and tight schedule...
came all the way from work place and school...
to worship GOD in such a glorious way...
the event was realli a once in a lifetime experience for me...
worship songs were sang by a new U.K christian band...
and more importantly FAITH HILL...
i love them sia...
brought up the atmosphere...
i was actually touched...
to see so many people praising the GOD tgt as one family...
over 120 churches participated in this FOP...
happy!!!
i am looking forward to such events again...
i will love to go again...
but something cropped up...
nic and ron had a tiff...
misunderstanding i shld say bahz...
but everything was fine...
after the pastors and our cell leaders talked to them...
yeah! praise the Lord...
btw... tmr have training lor...
10 - 5
i think i gonna faint...
hahahaha...
now already so late le...
meeting her tmr at AMK...
with jasmin too...
can see her happy le lah...
awake!!! =x
^missessessess her lotssssss^

yesterday had a long day...
i pon school...
went to lucky plaza with some classmates...
ate mac's breakfast...
den went to cineleisure to play pool...
after that i went to meet ying~
her face didn't change much though...
but her voice is sOoOoOoo sweet now...
and she's not like last time so fierce le...
now talk and behave so girl...
gentle sia...
had a long chat with her...
walk round the whole town area...
happy that i found her lor...
5 years no meet le lehz...
last time primary school is my "S.A"
i think she knows lor...
den still ask me last time primary school i like who...
sianz... -_-"
hahahas... in the end i oso nvr say...
juz changed topic...
we took bus tgt...
she went home but i went to FOP instead...
so paiseh nvr send her home sia... =p

yesterday slept quite early...
maybe cos i nvr go training lor...
how i wish i was there...
then can see her sia...
two days no see her le...
yesterday night she's not online too...
no talk to her...
hais...
missess her now'~

after hair cut...
feel better liaoz...
as in head not so heavy... =x
den not so uncomfortable...
cut hair = $10
so cheap lor...
haha...
cos didn't cut much lor...
juz want to trim a little can liaoz...
so cheaper...
no see her today...
tmr too i guess...
cos tmr have FOP -- Faith of Praise...
church event...
gather tgt as churches in Indoor Stadium...
excited 'coz first time go this type of event...
but then on the other hand...
gonna miss her like crazy le...
two days no see...
unless tmr can go school wth her...
also dunno lor...
until now she still not online...
i guess she's asleep le lah...
cos training very tired mah...
cannot blame her...
want her to get more rest too...
no see her sick again...
*heart- break*
miss her lah...
aiyah!!!!
dunno how to say also...
juz purely miss her... =x

i miss her a lot...
nvr got to see her today...
disappointed sia...
'coz no go training... =(

it's raining...
and i'm cold...
juz finish doing my RESUME for enterprise...
hahaha...
dunno can a not...
i mean the contents...
hais...
den juz got to noe she got a blog lehz...
start two days ago...
hais...
also dunno lehz...
feel weird weird de lor...
mixed feelings...
maybe i crazy le lah... =(
the lessons today sOoOoOoOoo dry...
cannot take it liao lor...
think she worst...
hahaha...
nothing to do one...
should have skip school den stay at home sleep longer...
misses her loads...

later got training...
but then i not going...
cos gonna go cut hair le...
hair so long and bushy now...
make me look so sloppy and tired...
den like i feel so unconfortable...
hahaha... =p
my hair like too thick le lah...
now i feel my head getting heavier and heavier each day...
lol =x
sOoOoOoo today cannot get to see her le...
sad =(
nvr mind...
at least just now got to sms her and tok to her a while...
miss her...
yesterday no blog cos too tired le...
den reached home...
hais...
in the end quarrel with mum...
not my fault lor...
she so stingy one...
ask her can let me use her toilet coz stomachache...
den dad bathing mah...
she die die also don let...
i got angry then slam the door slept till next morning...
woke up forgot i actually wanted to shit yesterday...
now i think everything dunno go where le =x
bleah!!!

school ends quite late today...
due to LEO down...
hais...
stupid system lah...
everything sure got problem one...
i think next time i shall build a better system than this...
lol =p
now about to start cell le...
happy happy...
tmr hope can go school with her again...
like today...
den can see her everyday le lor...
haha...
yeah!!!

yeah!!!
finally wednesday i no nid to go home so late le...
not i don like long time with cell...
but then like i don like to reach home too late...
reach home late = sleep late
so i rather reach home early lor...
by they way saturday actually got friendly match de...
with innova JC...
at sports school...
but then i think me and her not going...
'coz there's courts available mah...
then she wanna play lor...
sOoOoOo since i promise her to go next training..
i shall!!! =p
come with her to school today...
nearly late sia...
lucky no have...
'coz got Ut lehz...
late then die le...
talking about UT...
die le lah...
i nvr learn...
then very difficult...
think gonna fail liaoz...
_miss her_

no presentation today...
facilitator decided to use another method to conduct the class...
hahaha...
quite interesting lah...
got 5 questions to do lor...
based on our understanding of today's problem...
hope can get good grades lor...
two more hours to training...
hais...
hope no rain...
then hope not so bored lah...
cos i very sianz now..
in the class rotting away...
hais...
see her, see her, see her...
hahahaha
i siao le...
bored till siao le lah!!!!~
help~!!! someone!!! anyone'!!!
hais....
i still miss her...

ppl monday blues...
i tuesday blues lor...
also dunno why...!
today wake up like juz slept for one hour sia...
hais...
i wanna sleep more =(
nvr mind lah... actually yesterday no go home with her...
cos she went out with friend last min...
nvr mind...
i was not angry...
but a bit sian lor...
as i stayed in class rotting...
today got training...
think of it makes me feel more sian...
but can see her leh...
i will go... =x

actually not really headache lah...
juz 'coz too long no do maths...
nvr really think hard since sec 4..
hahaha...
den suddenly i think so hard...
maths wor...
but i was happy that i was able to understand and solve the problem...
yeah!!!!
going home rest le...
use to much brain cells today...
recuperate...
wanna go running...
hahaha
gonna train myself up le...
keep fit! =p
wanna see her soon!
one more hour...
can see her le...
going home tgt...
edwin = excited + delightful

not going out lo...
hahaha...
going home with her instead...
happy de edwin = smiling away now...
but then now still gonna ponder about today's problem...
COMPUTING...
hais...
my nightmare sia...
don like... but today de problem think at least i can tackle lor...
hope can at least get a 'B'...
*grins*

computing module tmr...
heard from nicole that it's going to be difficult...
hais...
don feel like going school...
but cannot lehz...
got soOoOoOooo many 'C's le...
the course i doing is IT lor...
i cannot don like computing...
sOoOoOoo i muz try to start liking it now...
hais...
sad life =(
tmr cannot get to see her again...
cos going out...
hope there's training on tuesday...
den go training tgt bahz...
want to see her and miss her lotsa de ren = winwin