i'm in love...
with my friends and buddies!!! =p
though i'm alone...
at least i have a bunch of friends...
how stood by me...
giving me the care and concern...
just as i needed most... =)

tmr CNY eve liao...
so fast...
one year juz pass...
another year soon...
tmr eating reunion dinner at grandma's house...
happy...
got HongBao take too... WOAH!!!
excited and looking forward to it...

love my classmates lah...
not all lah...
one group of them lor...
hahahahaha =)
how i wish time can stop now...
so that we will always stay in the same class...
Jane, Denise, Carney, Melvyn... etc
they will be missed de...
by ME =D
the best class ever...
5 more weeks...
leaving liaoz...
chgning class le... =(
i will treasure my time with them...
organise more outing to spend time with them...
so sad lah...
this is the first time i strongly disagree the idea of chgning class...
unlike last semester i feel like chgning straight away... =x
LOL...

the night is young...
i've been thinking...
doubting friendships...
doubting the meaning of 'LOVE'...
who will be worthy of this love...
who will be that one whom i will spend my life with...
who i really want as a partner...
who can really be someone i will love?...
many questions...
many doubts...
many issues...
many problems...
unsolved...

going out after school...
with jasmin...
but then she so ma fan lah...
still wanna go pluck eye brow lor...
at little lidia somemore...
wonder why still need to go so far seh...
sickening...
then later need to come back to lido again... -_-'''

got movie to watch later...
free tickets...
from emily cousin...
LoL...
so lucky...
although got a lot of people say the show not nice...
which is called 'Zodiac'...
but then i cheapo mah..
free de i sure go watch...
not nice os don mind lah...
i also nvr pay for it...
wahahahahaha!...

demoralise...
this is the word from my heart...
lose, lose and lose...
i wonder when rp badminton team is going to make it...
like 3 years of subsequent 5-0 lost to ALL the schools...
wth lor...
i mean like when something keeps going the wrong way...
there muz be an error in the training liao... -_-'''
i don wanna comment on the training part liao...
cos the seniors already said that they suggest to coach before...
but then he still nvr chgn...
so i think this year say liao also waste time... =(
i don like the feeling of losing...
and HATE the feeling of getting look down on...
maybe i am grumbling about RP...
but it is true...
ok...
rp is a new school...
i shall console myself...
but other schools also sent in their year one's...
i truly wants to win...
really...
getting thrash..
and getting scores like 15-0 is not wad i want...
i like badminton...
it's my commitment...
and i will fulfil my dream...
working hard towards it...

moody leh...
don wish to talk...
unhappy...

so demoralising leh...
like we keep losing...
then still need to train so hard...
but then the results are like...
SHIT!!!!!
i wonder when we can like play as the same level as the other schools...
they are so pro lah..
we are like going there to let them win us and humiliate ourselves...
so sad leh...
dunno wad to say also...
training now like makes me feel more irritated...
everyone knowing will lose...
then like still need to practice for the sake of practicing...
wth...
everytime lose 5-0...
who will like?...
wed versus NUS...
this one worse...
making the worst preparation to get thrash more jia lat... =(
i think me and jackson did nothing wrong...
juz now we not as aggressive as the other players from other schools...
and that we practice more on fitness than on skills...
i wonder if i shld try to tok to dr loke...
hais...
wad to do.?!!!

juz now went to RP new campus...
can see it's going to be BIG...
but then like till now still under construction...
like so boring lah the open house... -.-'''
about ten mins you can finish seeing the school...
cos like only the main admin block is done...
and the stage area for performance...
Kelly and Junyang came today lah...
cos RP open house mah...
at least got something to watch to pass that one hour...
Wahahahaha...

after that went shopping with jas...
so funny...
we went to so many places...
we walked the whole of town...
from heeren to takasyimaya...
then to far east plaza...
the journey so tiring lah...
but then very happy cos got so many funny things to say...
we talked secrets... =x
i am a gossip person...
so don mind...
LOL...
after shopping the whole town...
we took bus to Suntec...
at Suntec de Samuel & Kelvin i bought a bermudas...
i like that colour de berms...
but then everytime no $$ to buy...
no CNY got excuse liao...
wahahahahaha...
jas bought a carligan and a sleeveless black and white strip top...
then like when we at wisma...
she wanna force me buy the same design as her de lah... -_-'''
so funny...
today i am juz delightful...
happened to be a sunday and i enjoyed it...
althought i missed my visit to my grandma's house...
tmr got tournament...
hope i can win lor...
versus SP mah...
cheers to RP badminton team...
hope we can lead badminton to a higher ground...
and bring glory to the school... =)

i love my class...
PB 01 12
closeness we have now...
treasuring the time we have for each other...
making the class more lively...
creating joy for all of us...
i don wanna chgn class le...
i love them now... =)

this pic is taken when we pon class...
and went for ice skating instead... =x
it was a fun day...
i looking forward for more outings...
cheerios...

later got IVP tournament...
today first day...
then like so nervous lah... -.-'''
dunno can win not...
hope can lah...
cos today versus ngee ann poly...
then they super pro...
i scared sia...
cos i everytime forget to run to the correct positions...
so i scared i drag jackson down seh...
but then no matter wad i will do my best...
at most lose le also must lose a few points...
also don wish to get thrash by them...
LOL!!!
NERVOUS ar... !!!!

mummy and i celebrating dad's birthday...
dad not in the pic cos he busy eating.... -_-'''

it's been some time i last blog... hais... tired mah... cos school reopen liao.. then not used to sleeping early... so i slept late... then in the end woke up late... then reach home also LATE... jia lat... at least today still ok... i reach on time... hahahahahaha... manage to wake up and not doze off after stopping the alarm clock... hais...
i've made that important decision... i've made that first step... i hate that feeling... i hate that sometimes sweet and sometimes hot stuff... i am someone with feelings... i will get hurt... i will think alot... i will mind!!!! nothing has ever make me stuck at one point for so long... this LOVE thing certainly make me turn round and round... i lost my way... lost my will and hope for true love in this world... i juz feel that this happy ending thing won't happen to me... i've made a choice... stopping this torment... it's for my own good... hat's wad i noe... i am not moving anywhere... not doing things well... wad can i do? it's me... one-sided... heartbroken.............

qiqi!!! the first person i saw in 2006...
this is a brand new year...
i juz hope for the better...
no more massacre...
no more catastrophe...
no more lives should be taken away...
let's juz hope the true one will be arrived this year...
to brighten me up... =)