disappointed
Tuesday, May 30, 2006
Thomas Whatsmyname at 7:17 PM
i am quite disappointed with myself...
didn't manage to get into the replug thing lah...
so sad...
so dui lian lah... =(
no mood for the day le lah...
anyway later celebrating jane's birthday...
friday then is her real birth date...
but then like she wednesday and friday not free...
then thursday i not free mah...
got training and meeting nicole at her house there to practice dancing..
today most likely eating porridge steamboat...
saw it on tv...
they publicise it then looks so delicious lah...
but then haven confirm..
cos dunno the place...
like so far and scared very ex...
i very cheapo nowadays...
cos need to pay for dancing fees and also need to buy presents for jane leh...
lol...
anyway i just wanna wish her all da best for her relationship with hy...
and her health always good good...
and her studies always best best... :)
shiok arh ! ! !
Tuesday, May 23, 2006
Thomas Whatsmyname at 4:57 AM
today so shiok sia...
although the day's class in school is not very fun...
cos today java programming mah...
will go mad one day...
so many codes and programs to learn and take note of...
head expanding every second... :(
anyway after school went home straight...
cos i chgn liao then went to hougang plaza meet nicole...
we are going to sing in k box! ! ! !
cos the 'Replug' audition is this thursday mah...
then we two wanna go see which songs are better for both of us vocally...
so that we can give each other feedbacks and comments about our singing...
i think we both receive much comments and know where is our weakness at le...
then we know wad song we can sing and wad song we shld sing...
so nervous about this coming audition...
they are just going to recruit 30 people in total...
half will be boys half will be gals...
haiyOoOoOoo...
so ma fan lah...
and somemore if don get in then like very paiseh leh... =(
i hope i will...
must have CONFIDENCE...
this is wad i told nicole just now also...
we recorded our singing lah...
cos like dat then we can listen to them thoroughly...
and spot our mistakes so we can improve on our singing...
i think this time i am serious about getting into singing and dancing..
talking about dancing...
i think denise about to get psycho by me to join dancing class with me liao...
cos today ate lunch with her then she keep asking me about it...
but i must say first lesson only i felt excited about the next lesson liao...
so fun and can learn so many things in just ONE lesson lah...
this sunday going for street jazz de dance class...
wanna try everything so we know which dance class we really wanna join...
so that we won't like follow our friends blindly...
that we know we are not suitable and suitable for which dance...
anyway...
going sleepo liao...
eh...
NIGHTS :)
i am nervous
Monday, May 22, 2006
Thomas Whatsmyname at 4:10 AM
omg omg omg...
having my singing audition for 'Replug' on thursday...
they only recruiting 15 guys and 15 gals lor...
and there's like 100 over people lah...
how to get in sia...
unless i really sound good...
but then i noe i dont lah... =(
later nvr get in sure very throw face...
hais...
anyway...
today had my first hip-hop dancing class...
the instructor was a handsome dude sia...
then my friends all like crazy over him... -_____-
then keep talking about him after the class...
wa kaos.! ! ! ! !
but nvr mind...
i enjoyed the class...
learned many things lor...
from warming up to dancing steps...
the class learnt a dance today...
CREATED by the dear instructor...
Wahahahahaha...
i am going to practice it...
cos i am serious to learn and be good in it...
i am staying for the dancing class for good...
yay! ! ! ! ! :)
dance dance dance
Thursday, May 18, 2006
Thomas Whatsmyname at 4:52 AM
sing sing sing...
dance dance dance... :)
just now went singing in the afternoon...
from 2 to 7...
one person $9.60+++ ...
but then long time pay so much it's still okay lah...
anyway i went with bernard and daphne...
actually still got alvin and fibi de...
but then they two both pangseh lah...
so sickening lah...
both last min say de lor...
and somemore need us to message them then they tell us...
one said sick...
one said too tired...
WTH ! ! ! ! !
we already booked 4 person liao...
if fibi nvr come then we three have to pay for the extra one person de also lor...
cos their package is such that they can only increase the pax but not decreasing it...
LUCKILY i got one best friend...
NICOLE ZHENG HUIXIN! ! ! ! !
she saved us!... =)
she came at ard 4.30pm...
then i told her i will pay half for her cos not fair for her as she joined us late...
somemore she left early on her friend's birthday to come sing with me...
right after i asked her...
SO GOOD RIGHT.? :)
then after that me and nicole...
plus another three from church de people...
we went to Studio Wu to sign up for dance class...
WOAH!..
first time in my life i will be learning how to dance PROPERLY...
somemore i paid so much for it lah...
10 classes for $120...
actually cheap already compare to Haidie Music Co.
cos we got students' rate mah...
going to learn Hip-Hop, MTV, and Street Jazz dance...
yay!!!
so excited about it..
and this sunday is our first class...
hoorray! ! ! !
let's work hard!
i must learn well...
training________ :)
Sunday, May 14, 2006
Thomas Whatsmyname at 4:24 AM
woke up 9.30am...
actually shld be waking up at 9am de lor...
but then i think i switch off the alarm and went back to sleep... -_-'''
cos actually meeting jas earlier then go swimming...
and she asked me give her morning call...
in the end i overslept too... =x
anyway we did not make it to swimming...
hais...
cos her laptop spoil...
then use desktop cannot do her RJ...
then whole morning trying to solve the problem...
wa lao lah...
cannot means cannot le mah...
also dunno her lah...
then meet at ard 12pm go training...
met serene and mike at the train station...
then walked to sports hall tgt lor...
today's the first training for the freshmen...
wahahahaha...
but then they all like quite pro lah...
most of them like play very well...
and looks like they are school team in secondary school too...
wa lao...
they win liao lor...
all so pro come then i next year de IVP no need me play liao lah...
i can stay home and watch tv instead...
LOL
after training ard 4pm+ met edward up for dinner lor...
cos i saw him at woodlands bus interchange...
we took the same bus lah -______-'''
double decker bus but he was at the upper deck while i was at the lower deck...
then like he was goin for his tuition and it ends at around 4pm too...
so i said we can meet...
we two went back to compass point to have our dinner...
which is... 'KFC' ! ! ! ! !
cos i feel like eating mah...
then he RELUCTANTLY agree...
anyway we enjoyed our dinner bahz as wad i can see...
we talked and chat through the whole dinner time...
after that nothing to do so went home liao lor...
tmr's mother's day!!!!
and it's like omg lah...
cos i haven prepare any presents yet...
opps! ! ! ! ! ! !
see wad i can do tmr to make it up lor... =)
"off-day"
Thursday, May 11, 2006
Thomas Whatsmyname at 4:29 AM
today off day...
cos wednesday mah...
but then sickening lor...
the school organise a briefing on today... -____-'''
it's about prefessional profiling...
other polys have Industrial Attachment Programme...
but RP as usual different from other polys mah...
we have Creative Engagement module and Professional Profiling Module lor...
that's why we only have a four day week school...
cos they want us to use this off day to complete these two compulsory modules...
i die liao lah...
the CE module must at least complete 40 pts...
but i now only got pathetic de 1 pt...
OMG~~~!!!!!
i think i have to go to every single talk from now on...
and see if got events i first one chiong go sign up...
or else fail liao they say must pay for one more semester to complete it...
what the... -.-'''
anyway actually tmr don wanna go school de...
but then thinking about it...
now year two liao leh...
cannot anyhow skip lessons...
cos like i miss one problem then very hard to catch up liao...
this year is all the core information on the course de..
i must and will work hard de... :)
blahssss____________
Tuesday, May 09, 2006
Thomas Whatsmyname at 4:35 PM
in class now...
so slacko lah me... :)
doing nothing while my other team members are trying their best to find solutions...
opps lah... :X
anyway...
i am learning to love myself...
i am learning to protect myself...
no more giving way...
no more childish acts...
no more free entertainment...
i am not going to be a clown anymore...
trying to make people's day happy but not getting any repay...
sorry i am not understanding...
neither am i helpful nor kind...
TOO BAD...
accept it now bahssss...
take it or leave it everyone....
i'm a changed person...
my perspective for almost everything is different now...
even my mum said that to me ytd...
because i feel so foolish and dumb when i think what i had done in the past...
no more of dis le lor...
categorise those friends whom i think really ARE my friends...
and those who cannot even hold their own decisions and taking me for granted, will be ERASED from my memories...
blahhhhsssss________________________ =)
watch tv____
Saturday, May 06, 2006
Thomas Whatsmyname at 4:42 AM
same old school days lor...
after school walk with jasmin to woodlands Interchange...
then she met her friend go shop for presents...
me on the other hand went home...
cos abit tired lah...
wanna slack at home also... :)
somemore nowhere to go mah...
so stay home save money and slacking will kill time too...
anyway jasmin de laptop spoil le...
mine also sort of spoil liao lah...
cos like my AC adaptor pluck in a while will get very hot...
then like will explode anytime...
but then now warranty over liao leh...
go repair must pay money...
and i think Fujitsu eat money de lor...
one of my classmate Bernard said that he go ask Funan IT mall de shops...
then they only repair for less than $200...
omg lah!...
the difference is like so much...
and the amount you must pay to repair in Fujitsu...
is much greater even if you bought the laptop Insurance...
i wanna buy a new laptop...
that will be my new wishlist for this year...
and i am quite determined to do so by SAVING money from now on...
if my dad wants my this current laptop then i can give him also mah...
maybe can sell him for some quick bucks lah... =p
thinking of buying Compaq or Acer de...
i want a small small cute cute de...
then not heavy and i am sure other brands will be more durable than fujitsu's laptop...
Dell de laptop also can lah...
but then a lot of people complain...
however nicole use for one year plus le nvr see her grumble lor...
maybe those people suay lah...
or should i say maybe nicole heng get a better quality laptop.?
wahahahahahas! ! ! ! !
there is training tmr...
going to be a tiring day again...
but then actually no training lah...
just go there play play lor...
cos coach going back malaysia...
dunno do wad sia...
everytime go back then nvr bring things back for us...
haiyoOoO..
he super niao pok pok de lor... -______-'''
anyway...
tmr blog again! :)
recuperating
Friday, May 05, 2006
Thomas Whatsmyname at 4:22 AM
slowly recovering le...
just now went for training...
nvr really train lah...
cos i told coach i had food poisoning then stomach not well...
he told me not to do but then can help him to hit shuttle for mike to train him...
so i went lor...
but then in the end i must admit i still did the training...
no '36 corners' today...
merely some smashing and slicing practice...
was quite fun..
but i was not in the perfect shape...
so i was not really enjoying that much...
cos i have to watch my diet...
and also have to watch my movements...
too big de movements i will stomach pain de lor... =(
but today at least nothing major happen lah...
still can walk here and there normally...
but then i will still feel abit off my usual self...
today quite a number of players went for training...
was quite happy to see so lor...
cos like badminton club if really no people some then sure die le...
though i must say sometimes i don really approve the type of training conducted...
but then i still respect it la...
and badminton is one of my life's most important things... :)
jasmin and serene fell sick today...
one nvr come school...
jas early in the morning sms me say she stomach also weird weird...
so i ask her to go see doctor lor...
in case she similar case as me...
but then the doctor said she just simply had a bad diet...
then cause her body to rejects the food...
serene leh...
she came to school...
but then in the middle of the school time...
she had migraine...
think quite serious de lor...
cos i called her mah...
then she say she maybe not going training...
so i told her to pass me my racket...
then when i saw her she looked like she's going to faint anytime!!..
in the end also nvr go training...
but it's better lah...
or else she go training also will die there... =X
tmr having Programming (Java)...
omg lah! ! ! !
head going to burst again...
haahaahaa... >.<
but then i love this module cos it is challenging...
although my brain may suffer...
and the module's UT is just next monday...
i think i have to start revising liao...
cos many of the quiz questions i dunno how to do lor...
i wanna pass with flying colours! ! ! ! ! :)
it's confirm...
Wednesday, May 03, 2006
Thomas Whatsmyname at 3:55 AM
ok...
everything's confirm...
i was under food poisoning...
wa kao...
i have nvr eaten wrong food before...
this is the first time...
my stomach pain like hell...
lucky minor food poisoning only...
or else i wonder how sia...
i will suffer cos all my favourite food are Diary Products...
and guess wad the doctor says.?
"NO CONSUMPTION OF DIARY PRODUCTS"
"NO MILO, NO MILK, NO HORLICKS!"
sickeningly sick to be sick...
LOL
i hope i was well...
cos tmr going out with shing and hui...
then wanted, or i shld say planned to eat cheesecake de lah...
there the cheesecake...
flying off my sight and grasp...
i wanna be well again!!!!!!!
stomachache!
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
Thomas Whatsmyname at 12:15 AM
omg lah...
morning woke up cos stomachache...
the pain is so gruelling till i cannot take it...
then woke up liao...
not the usual stomachache lor...
is those that come suddenly then will feel a sharp pain...
TORTURING!!!!!
now still in great pain lah... :(
whole day in pain...
whole day no jing shen...
feel like dying sia...
tmr got mock UT...
duno is in the morning or afternoon...
nvr mind lah...
it's 'MOCK' de UT mah...
anyhow do lah...
they also just want us to try out the new UT client mah...
i think tmr i will try to go to school early...
in case i haven download the UT client...
which i dunno now whether i have not...
so that i have enough time to do so...
but problem now is i dunno whether tmr this stupid stomachache will go off not...
now no appetite to eat la...
Sadded! ! ! ! !
morning!
Monday, May 01, 2006
Thomas Whatsmyname at 7:11 AM
morning actually shld be go running with jas de...
but then we two too tired then decide that we shld just eat breakfast will do...
so we went to compass point de BK and da pao...
cos too many people thus no seats...
we ate at my house downstairs de void decks...
where there are tables and chairs...
after eating we went home le lor...
cos she sick then wanna go home eat medicine...
then i need to go to my grandma house early...
help cousin do something...
In the afternoon was quite boring lo...
cos kelvin(my other cousin) still in army then nvr come home...
then everytime is he accompany me tok and play de mah..
so without his presence i was rotting there whole day...
but then at least i got talk to my grandma, uncles and aunties lor...
the topic of their conversation was : ELECTION o.O
nvr mind lor...
cos i have been talking about this even in school...
hot topic now...
*I HOPE CHIAM SEE TONG WILL WIN! ! ! ! ! ! !*
yupx and by the way...
the afternoon finally ended this way...
and then i head home lor...
the bus journey was torturing...
cos i'm like too tired...
then decided to sleep on bus...
but then seats and stability of the bus super lousy...
so i sleep in agony and pain instead...
wake up le feel more tired sia.
And now it's like about 2am in the 'MORNING'...
and i'm like still awake lah...
just now went downstairs meet jas...
at ard 12mn...
cos she treating me supper :)
ate dou hua...
although it's little...
but then it's quite delicious...
just that i thought if add some condense milk make it sweeter will be better =x
anyway after finishing the food we went to 7-11 to buy some tibits and chocolates...
then went to one of the void decks and sat down where we start chatting...
we talked about several issues...
mostly about relationship wise de lah...
i think the conversation lasts about 45mins or so...
then jas de mum called...
and scold her cos she nvr bring key and the mum falling asleep -_____-'''
so we went off le lor...
Thomas Whatsmyname at 3:16 AM
a contradicting smile...
'coz i noe i am not happy...
a contradicting smile...
