So after my Graduation Ceremony.. I actually went home changed.. &went over to town to meet Janee, Samantha and Tricia&boyfriend (Eugene). It was all over so we thought we should chill out together to have lunch and chatting session. We starting our food streak at Din Tai Fung. Their Xiao Long Bao is really superb lah. Cannot help but eat more. lol. Apparently we laughed non-stop. We eat non-stop. The girls shopped for comestics and shoes non-stop. We stucked ourselves in Takashimaya from 1pm to 8pm. Haha! But it was all worth it.



They all bought shoes. wth. And seriously I KNOW GIRLS CANNOT GET ENOUGH SHOES EVER IN THEIR LIFE. And I was holding plastic bags for Janee. SAY THANK YOU PLEASE Janee!! lol. Okay next was clubbing at night! Finally able to meet up Joyce and my MISSY Huilin! I miss them like hell ya. Didnt manage to camwhore. Only took one photo with Joyce when we were outside the toilet resting (I was super tipsy). Yes me and Huilin got pyscho by our other clubbing friends to drink like 2 jars each?! Cos apparently we lost the guessing game. THEY ARE PRO. It explains why me and Huilin keep losing -.-


That night was super high. Maybe because I drank quite a bit. And I only felt tired the next day when I woke up. It was hell. I was aching everywhere. So I called my supervisor and tell him Im not coming for work. GREAT! -.-













Seriously I LOVE them to core.
((:

Goodbye Republic Polytechnic. Hello Diploma Certificate. lol. I am so so so relieved everything's over. The hard work done in these 3 years finally ended. But I am still striving hard. After my NS I will be applying for a Degree course in SIM - Bachelor of Computer Science (Digital Systems Security). 3 years degree but I will be able to use my Diploma to get to year 2 directly. I am so going to work hard and get good grades. No more letting down of my parents.



So the Graduation Ceremony was felt with excitement as well as some sadness. It also marks the end of each of us working hard towards one goal with our friends in school. Though we may meet up outside in future no doubts, but all those memories built up in classes, during lunches, midst of CCAs.. will always be that wonderful. I woke up early. Dressed myself up. Prepared my very own emotions and get on the way to school. It was held at TRCC, RP's very own Cultural Centre - they have one BIG THEATRE HALL. lol. Board of Govenors seated. Graduates seated. Parents seated. Speech started. Everything's seem to be moving that slowly at that very minute. I can even hear very clearly my breathing. Looking to my left and to my right.. peeping at my dear classmates and schoolmates. I will really miss them. =(


The photos taken when we take our certificate on stage will be send to my home only in two weeks time. So I'll upload it here once I received it. ((: Only managed to take a photo with Nisha and my MOM! She's the best. She went through it with me all. My 'O' Levels were bad. She pushed me hard. She make me feel like working hard. She make me feel love enough to sacrifice everything. I LOVE YOU MOM!









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I just leaped through a stage in my life. Im so looking forward to the next stage. ARMY!! Please give me the enlistment letter like soon?! I can't wait to go in. Maybe you may feel I'm weird. Cos people are like hate it to core. But somehow I thought it through.. be it you hate it or like it.. you will have to go through it. Why not take it earlier? Have some fun and experience? It's once in a lifetime man! ((:

She isnt happy at all. lol! Cos she is like super unhappy about being 20. But I bet she had a great time with us. (: Last night, I met up Edward first. Cos I had to buy Angela's present. lol. Last minute.. But at least I already knew wad to buy for her. And she likes it! ((:


First stop was to the Family Internation Buffet (formerly known as Pariss International Buffet). Angela never try before so we brought her there for her birthday dinner. The salmon are so fresh. Beef steak is nice too. And the ice-cream, the prawns, the soup-Buddha Jump over the Wall. Heavenly! We filled up our stomach like 99.9999% and then we stopped. And this stoppage marks the beginning of our camwhoring session. We are unglam people. The photos may be disturbing. BEWARE!


I didn't take the photo like the above, mainly cos Im the one taking the photos. Actually is because I want to look more decent. lol! We played around with the FOOD. Yes we are still kids okayyyy!! We play with food, mixing all the different food into one. Yucky yes yes yes! Another set of unglam photos!


We took more photos. And then the waiters are like walking up and down staring at us. Cos we finished our food but still not leaving. And I think we laughed a little loud. So its quite disturbing.. I GUESS. More more!!


After dinner we decided to go for some singing session. My Favourite! But I wasn't at the best condition. Got hit the high key notes but somehow I think I looked constipated. OKAY WHATEVER. Shuning came over to join us! She sang like SO PRO?! Shiat I need to practice more. Heh! We got crazy inside the room again. Its no surprise. (:






I had a fun time.
Its superb. Indescribable feeling.
((:

Morning was a bad start for work. It was as usual the boring time during work. Lunch was wad I was looking forward to. Then after lunch I was so sleepy and STILL got nothing to do.. I tried my best to find anyone available beside behind infront on top below me to talk about anything whatever. Okay that last sentence was crapped. lol. Anyway today there were like 20 people who commented I looked like an Orange Bee. Heh?! Not Funneh!! I was really looking forward to meet Gera- for our kbox session. Missed her though. We haven meet for ages.


We had our fun inside the BIG BIG room. They gave us a bigger room cos I think there was not much people. New student package available. Didn't know. Total damage for the singing session was like $35 - for 3hrs. But the good thing is the drink (coke, sprite) is refillable. ((: And Gera sang so nice. Asshole. lol. I need to train more o.o And we took some photos. Blahsss!!











sweets.
xoxo.

Suppose to meet up Bimbo(s). In the end only one Bimbo turns up. Wahahaha. Cos Aisyah AGAIN the parents like !@#$*^%$#@!$%^$#@!$%^ EXTRAORDINARY sensitive to her so call upbringing. lol! She is a graduate. And she is like not suppose to go out. Not suppose to work. Not suppose to meet friends. Okayyyy.. That is equals to HANDICAPPED. ALA! Can parents please be more flexible?! Why not just use a rope and tie her to a chair forever. lol. Anyway Nisha and I had waffles. Our all time favourite. ((:











BYE!

So many people are turning over to using Facebook instead of Friendster already. Probably they are sick of Friendster? Too many years of updating it. And I agree the progress Friendster is having is super slow. Perhaps the mini-games Facebook offers interest more people. But seriously I dunno how to play those games. haha! So I prefer to use Friendster. The backgrounds are nicer. It can be done by yourself to suit your own likings too. And logging in is not as lag compared to Facebook. Searching for friends are easier too. And everytime people play a game or add an application they will so call spam your account asking you to download the application too. And these spammings suck totally. Especially when you got no time to check your account.. you leave it for like one week.. you will return to your Facebook home screen with 200+ requests. lol! wtf right.


Friendster better lah!! ((:
My opinion. Heh!!







Anyway today work was SO BORING from the period I start work to the period I go for lunch. I can't stand it anymore. Getting tired to waking up so early in the morning.. squeezing the train with some KIASU aunties who scared the next train may never come again. Then go to work that has no work to do. HOW GREAT?! I rather I get something to do than sit there and rot.. waiting for time to pass and get paid. I can't!

And some taxpayers have got sever bad mouth odour I nearly fainted in front of them. Each time they open their mouth to talk I had difficulty breathing. And I am like a table away from them. So you imagine how strong the ODOUR is?! Irritating fat ass from my work complained to other temp staff about me being unfriendly to him. Cos I dont like FAT people and he is like more than being FAT - OBESED! I hate oily people. lolololololol!! more rotting session tmr. I shall bring a book. Although I dont read books. LOL.







Meeting my Bimbos tmr!
WAFFLES and CAMWHORING!
Can't wait.

Yes. Had a birthday dinner with Aunt Ireine, my grandma, and her family. It was at some Teochew's Restaurant.. And the food is super nice. We ate till we were all bloated. But sorry there were no pictures as I find no opportunity to take even one. lol!

Yeap and today suddenly I feel super relax. Maybe Im having some emotions illness. Yesterday I was moody like shit for no reasons (maybe have but I dunno what it is). Today I am feeling good. I'm okay already. For now I'm sure I'm fine. Thanks for all the concern. ((:








My brother is coming back!!
Truly I missed him.
And he got my birthday present - HE OWED ME!
Nahahahahaha!!
((:

Yes I am the dumb ass. I do what people ask me to do. I go where people ask me to go. But when it comes to me asking them, they never. I SHALL LEARN MY LESSON.














FUCK the excuses.

Mum is sick. She's feeling not right. Im feeling terrible. I almost cant feel my own body moving. Every single second I feel like crying. Im always there. Always have been. Foolish but true. I really need someone. Just someone. Please.











looking back.
feels like a stab to myself.

Movie with Qi. Leap Years - I thought it was really nice. Probably only a small group of people may understand the storyline. Perhaps those people who think they are mature (but actually look and talk like small kid) will sleep and detest the show. Some people just have no taste. I give it 4.5 outta 5 popcorns. Trust me or not your business. BYE. =p











p.s: Seriously I am not interested to know.

As mentioned met up with Shing and HuiHui. For the first time HuiHui was early and both of them came over to IRAS to pick me off work. Sweets. We left Novena for Marina Square.. at first was suggesting Waruku but in the end we stranded our way to Jack's Place cos we were all craving for some BEEF. heh! the food was nice. But I dont think Shing's food was.. apparently she keep showing us how hard the chicken is. lol! I had triple combo! Beef&Fish&Chicken. ((:


Yep we had our usual fun & laughs & jokes. We just cant get enough.









p.s: ure such an ASSHOLE.

I was speechless the whole day in work. I didn't know what to do.. what to say.. how to react. Blank Blank Blank- it's just so screwed up. I am just an ugly freako who is going to make you puke while you're eating. And make your camera spoil if you're taking a photo of me. And giving you nightmares when Im talking to you. YES I know I am just irritating. If I am then STOP talking to me. Just STOP. I shall blog again tmr 'bout the dinner with HuiHui & Shing.

Nothing beats a day out with Peiqi. It's so wonderful. Yesterday we woke up early.. make our way to East Coast Park. But still there was already a crowd there. Had Mac's breakfast and then off we go to the park. She rented her blades. Moved slowly at first but after holding on to her for a while, she got the grasp of the momentum. Begin to move faster and she had fun. ((: We really wanted to do more.. so after two hours of roller blading.. she return her blades and then rent a bicycle for two hours again. So in total I blade for freaking 4 hrs continuously. Lucky I can blade fast or Peiqi sure bully me and ride her bicycle faster. lol!


Yeap the sun was blazing hot. We both got burnt. She became RED LOBSTER. huhu! I had a darker skin tone so though I was red it was not as obvious as hers. After leaving ECP she came over my house for shower. We were so tired apparently we slept on the bus like we're in a coma?! And slept in my house on the sofa right after we enter the house. lol! She went for Taekwondo training. Accompany her there and was pyscho to come back to help out. I dont even rememeber Im more senior Black Belter than Peiqi until she reminds me! See you can imagine how long I had skip training already. Maybe I'll consider going back =p


After that we went for a Pool session.. together with Lay Tiong Sir and his girlfriend. tsk tsk. Had fun.. I was so on form. But was super tired so apparently I was dreaming most of the time. Sorry I was not talking much but I was really damn sleepy. lol! ((:


Reached home 3am!! wtf.









Many ask me what I want to do next about IT.
I told them I had no idea.
Maybe because... ...

Lunch with Kimberly. Ohhhh yes I miss her like nobody business. lol. So long no see her. She's back in PetLover's at Vivo AGAIN. Had our food in HongKong Kim Gary's Restaurant. The food is nice and cheap. But somehow I was super unlucky cos the noodle dropped from my chopstick into the bowl and the soup splash a little on my tee. ASSHOLE. But its ok.. the gossiping with Kimberly makes me forget about it. ((:

Was suppose to have dinner with Edward. We met up. But I was still damn full from the lunch. So we only went to the IT show held at Suntec. See many familiar faces. People from my secondary school.. even peeps from RP. SMALL WORLD. lol. I bought my new baby - Samsung T10 (it's a mp3). Gorgeous it is. PEEP at it!


I am so excited now. As in tomorrow then start using so excited about the functions and music quality. YES! Got bluetooth function somemore.. people can just send songs from their laptop or phone to my mp3! cool eh?! And it's darn cheap lah. $149 for 2GB. I bought it without even thinking through. That's a way not to make yourself think too much, but make you happy. (:


Yes my baby got an elder brother (Edward's Samsung K3). Brothers just have to use same brand. Our phones are both Samsung's too. =p Samsung products are all just too sexay to resist. Aisyah is jealous of my new mp3 now. heh! GO BUY ONE YOURSELF.









I finally can sleep.
is it over yet?

My life's a mess now. Crossing over to another phase. But I somehow still feel empty and clueless about the next step. I could only tear.. Alone.











the 2nd week I couldnt sleep.
just can't.

Am I too nice to people? Always trying the very best to joke around.. sometimes making myself look like a clown. But somehow I always thought being able to see the people around me laugh and smile to my comments and jokes.. I am contented. Now there is a sudden feel of stupidity and dumbness. Probably I keep feeling people are taking me for granted. People start to stereotype.

1. EDWIN ONLY HANG OUT WITH GIRLS.
2. EDWIN ALWAYS NOT SERIOUS.
3. EDWIN IS LAME.
4. EDWIN IS SOMEONE YOU CAN COUNT UPON WHEN YOUR FRIENDS ARE NOT FREE.
5. EDWIN IS NOT ROMANTIC.
6. EDWIN IS NOT SWEET.
7. EDWIN ACT ONLY.


Seriously I am very tired. Really tired trying to brighten people's life, making mine darkened. Is it wrong? Or am I just typing a stupid entry (probably people just think I love emo-ing and this is just one of my USUAL post. Right?) I can't be always the good guy, the funny guy, the spare tyre. ALL THESE SUCK. Totally.







I already said it was too late.
Was there even a chance?

Work is crazy for me today. My mood suck. Yes I like to grumble a lot but I just feel not right today. But still its over for me. 5pm and off I go. Dinner with Ben, Maz, Nigel and Trixie. The rest weren't free. Though we plan for like half of our gang. But only left with 4. Damn sad but never to mention the fun we had all nights long. We had chicken kebab at Arab Street. Shopping was at Haji Lane. Super nice place to relax and shop. Many of the local designers' shop are situated there. Too much to see and try. But I would rather do the trying only when I've got the money. 10th is the HOLY day when money flys into my account. heh! PAYDAY! Anyway I still bought a shirt. Because they were highly recommended by my pals. We really had great fun. Jokes are a MUST MUST during our meetings. Pictures to end. ((:










ptgf rocks.

No more Pool for me. Cos I think Im not interested in it anymore. Especially after today pool's session. Met Qi for Pool, cos she invited me. lol. Played two rounds only. Got bored and super tired. However her presence is still very important and sweet. ((: I was hungry cos I didn't have my dinner. So we went to Xing Wang HK Cafe (AGAIN! Yes I know, always same place), but we had our lil' chats and giggles inside. I ordered $20+ amount of food. So imagine I can really intending to spend my money anyhow. huhu!! Pay day on the 10th! Im waiting ohhh waiting. heh! Pictures time.




She can brightens me up.
Thanks for the company. ((:

Work alone. Cos all my other colleagues AKA good pals are off. Most of them are working at the phone section, where they are situated in office. But today renovation for new office is done and they are moving to another storey. So they had an off day. I work at counter, level 1 so I am SO NOT AFFECTED. This explains why I am working today. Asshole. Was super slacked today. Not even a sight of crowd. I can actually sit there and ROT till I fall asleep. Lunch with Mum instead cos nobody else was there (as mentioned above). the day sucks. After work met Yiwen and Michelle for some shopping in town. Walked around like dog but couldn't find anything to buy. I just feel uneasy cos I wanted to spend some money. LOL. Dinner was not nice. Cos I was damn tired and many many other events and things stacking up in my head. IM BURSTING SOON.









can't wait for next week.